40+3. No one believes me when I say I can't do this anymore. I am so physically, emotionally and mentally exhausted. I don't think I can get through labor because of it. I want them to just cut her out of me so I can be done. I'm tired of hearing "just be patient". "Your body knows when". "She's right where she needs to be right now". Is it really? Because I'm pretty sure all of this stress isn't good for her. The mental breakdowns of not just crying but screaming isn't good for either of us. I can't relax. I can't keep busy. I can't focus my mind on anything else. I wake up every morning thinking damn it I'm STILL pregnant. I'm not even excited about her coming anymore. I feel like when she does get here I'm going to look at her and say thanks for taking so damn long to get here. I'm literally going out of my mind and nobody gets that. I have a Drs appt tomorrow and I'm dreading it. I don't think I can even walk in there without being crazy emotional. I am going to be a mess no matter what he says. If he says let wait until next week to induce I'm going to be a mess bc I'm done. If he says lets induce now, I'm going to be a mess bc I don't really want to be induced. And I will be pissed for having to wait all week and having to get induced anyway. I keep trying to