So I know this is a personal question...but Im a FTM and had my son 2 months ago and haven't had sex yet postpartum. I have to admit I'm very nervous about it. I know everyone's different, but I was wondering if anyone was willing to give me any input on what I might expect or your experience the first time after baby. Is it painful or really different or anything? I'm thinking this might be the weekend it could happen, but I'm anxious since I had tearing. I know it's healed by now but I'm still nervous! Thanks so much