I'm really angry and upset :( in the past my boyfriend used to ignore me when I went round because he was on his PlayStation and it got to the point where I would cry in his bed cause he would be on it and I would be in bed on my own when I was meant to be in bed with him. We got it sorted out and he doesn't go on it when I'm there, sometimes we go on nfs together but that's it. Tonight we was in asda and he seen his mate in there with another mate and I realised his mates think I put my boyfriend under the thumb and I don't! If he wants to see mates he can, if he wants to talk to mates then he can, I don't stop him doing anything! I'm not here to do that. His life it's that simple.  He just doesn't play games when I'm there and that's it as like I explain in the top part. I asked his mate on message tonight if my boyfriend says stuff about me and his mate said no but he usually comes in chat with over 5 of us on psn and then when he's not on it they say is Sam (me) there or something. It hurts to think they presume something like this and all they think when he's not on is that it's because of me yet they don't know the past and how he treated me like that. I asked him to tell them what I'm like and he said if it makes you feel better so I said no you do it because you care not just to make me feel better. 2 nights in a row I've had crap responses from 2 different people. Last night I found out girls were slagging me off saying my makeup isn't done right and going through my photos on Instagram and tonight I find out my boyfriends mates think I put him under the thumb. I feel so crap :(