Just when you think you are ok

It has been almost 3 years since we lost our 4th child to either miscarriage or still birth. Just when I think I'm doing OK and I may be able to accept that maybe we will never have kids it hits me. Facebook is filled with babies and pregnancy announcements and people are forgetting your babies. People are forgetting his name. I think about them everyday but all of this is a slap in the face. I think it's about time for me to take a break from social media. It just might break me one day.