Waiting for period 😩

I just had my first miscarriage a couple weeks ago and my doctor called me last week and told me my HCG levels are down to zero. Is it weird that I'm happily waiting for my period? I just want it to come so I can get my schedule back on track! I'm not really ttc again because I really don't think I'm ready for that again yet but I love tracking my period and keeping up with it!Â