My fiance and I split up today. We were TTC and going to get married and have a happily ever after, and be together forever. Today is the day I realized none of that was ever going to happen. I was pushing all of the verbal/mental abuse into the back of my mind. I was in denial. I don't know why I let it go on this long. I don't know why I fooled myself into thinking he would change. I have no idea what's going on in my head right now. I'm completely lost in all of this right now and don't know where else to turn... to top it all off my period is 5 days late