I swear sometimes I would give ANYTHING to have a boyfriend who understands that when I freaking PMS, my attitude is gonna be a little horrible and I'm going to be emotional!! Like damn, after 4 years, you'd think he'd get the hint or at least try to be understandable about and just not take it personal!! Not to mention, every month I give you a heads up that my attitude is gonna be a little bad..why?!?! Because I'm PMS'N!! Stop making me feel bad about something that I feel I have very little control over for the most part!! I've told you that I'm PMS'N, I've had a bad week and I'm tired! Instead of freaking arguing with me or reminding me how "fucked up" my attitude has been the past few days, maybe it'd be a little thoughtful of you to do something nice for me or give me a massage or cater to me the things that keep me calm around this time!! Not trying to sound selfish but you never even do anything thoughtful for me around this time or any other time! I'm so upset and I just want to hide from everyone and cry!!!!