had may check uo to my ob today.. i am at exactly 15 weeks.. i super excited and quite nervous about what coukd be the gender of my 2nd child.. since my first child is a boy.. i wanted it to be a girl this time.. but then.. while the doctor scanning my belly the doctor told me that it was a boy again i saw that huge P on the center.. and i get disappointed.. after i left the clinic.. i cried.. i told my 1st son. that it's not going to be a baby girl.. but it is also a boy.. i cried and cried but after that.. since my husband told me as long as the baby is healthy it ok.. and we're not just having a two kids.. i want four so maybe next time.. so then i already calm my self .. need to accept whatever it is.. i will still love him