honestly I feel like I always end up picking bad friends. and it's not even on purpose! I really want to be able to have a good honest friendship with someone who I could rely on to not stab me in the back. why are girls just so hateful to other girls nowadays? I mean shit, I thought being able to have a best friend was a good thing but it seems like all girls want to do is just fake a friendship and use them whenever it's convenient for them. I'm really tired of it. 😠