Wondering am I pregnant

Ok so I have pcos so my periods are irregular but I have not got my period in 2 months which sorta kinda late to me but my stomach bloated and sore when I push down on it idk I keep feeling flutter or maybe gas bubbles I'm so scared because I don't need another baby right now I'm in college idk what I'm going to do I just honestly wanna cry my son is always up under me rubbing my belly I considering abortion but idk what everyone would thing of me I can't haveanother baby alone.