Having a day

Dani
I decided since I was going to be alone today to do a deep cleaning of our bedroom. My husband took off work yesterday to be with me. I had a miscarriage on Tuesday. I was doing good until I got the mail. 
The Vera Bradley diaper bag that is in the patter I have and love, which is no longer available, came in today. I'm crying again. I just want to have a baby. I know I'll get through this but, it hurts. I'm taking a break from some friends on Facebook because, they are pregnant and posting pictures and I just want to cry.
My husband ordered me a band with the birthstones of October which is when our angel baby was to be born. I'm going to trade it out with one of my wedding bands. 
😭