TTC already getting me down!

Feel like I've entered a long confusing journey filled with false hope and feeling stupid for creating false symptoms in my mind! I feel like a brat saying it as have only been trying a few months and have no right to moan as so many have been trying for so much longer, but it all seems so much more complicated and hopeless than my previous romantic notion of TTC. Does anyone else feel a bit overwhelmed by the 'project?' :(