CD 36, no af and going crazy!

Chloe

I wasn't too bothered when af didn't show up right on cd28 as the last 2 cycles were longer, but before birth control (and with the exception of when I've been pregnant ) I've been super regular. I've never gone longer tgan CD32 and tomorrow will be CD37. I've been having symptoms but trying not to think too much on them.

I don't want to test early, having had losses (a chemical pregnancy, miscarriage and still birth) I want to wait until it can be more easily confirmed or at least a tiny bit less of risk.

But I'm going crazy over here! If i have just missed this period, are the next months fertile days roughly the same as if I'd gotten it? I'm thinking if this is just a random missed period i don't want to waste another month by misding our dates.

Advice appreciated!