Ivf and heartbroken!

I've been ttc for 3+ years now, and my doctor finally send me to a fertility specialist, well I've been seeing them for a while now, and today I had a surgery to remove a polyp from my uterus, and I pay for health insurance every month! I go back March 1st to hopefully start the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>.. Well tonight I was talking to my s/o's sister and she basically dropped the bomb that their brother who just turned 20 got his gf pregnant, I've been with my s/o for about 7 years now, and he's been with his gf literally less than 6 months! It just breaks my heart, I want this more than anything, and no one understands why I am so upset, I mean I am not taking it out in anyone, but literally when I found out I burst into tears! πŸ˜©πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ˜ž