Tmi question!

I am currently 2 weeks 2 days pp and I decided to take a look at my vagina, just because I'm curious where my stitches are and I wanted to know how things looked, well it looks horrible! It doesn't look even close to how it normally is. My question is, is it normal for things to still look all messed up down there? I might sound silly but I just thought they would start to look a little normal by now.