A rant full of nonsense

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Everyday is something different and I don't know how much more I can take. My boyfriend is so damn lazy, I'm just over it! I work 45-50 hrs a week and he hardly ever works. Yet he still expects me to make him lunch, won't eat if I don't serve it for him, wash his clothes, and let him go hang out with his friends while I'm at work. Also lately he's been constantly accusing me of having someone else. Wtf?!?! I'm not even 3 months pregnant and these problems are already arising. He doesn't and hasn't helped me out in anyway, WHY DO I NEED HIM HERE! More like WHY IS HE STILL HERE! I'm just so overwhelmed with anger and hate. I see him and I cringe in anger because I feel like he doesn't even try to make me happy and all his actions are selfish. I just want him out of the picture ASAP better now than later when the baby is here.Ā