Hi ladies,

I was on here last year when I was TTC had been trying since April last year and finally fell in November. Worked out perfect timing as I wanted another baby before my son started school in September this year... after trying for what felt like a long time I started to go crazy about falling. The first few months we wasn't trying as such just if it happened it happened.. then the 2months before November I was more on top of it ovulation dates etc.. felt like it was all I thought about! Then unfortunately in January I misscarried. After having an Erpc and coming off my period last Saturday, all I have thought about it trying to fall again... I don't want to go back on the whole working out ovulation dates and kits I just want it to happen and not know till I'm a good few weeks rather than finding out at 2 weeks like last time I felt it was too early and I was just panicking incase something went wrong and when I finally had my scan I see something was :(

According to glow I'm ovulating today but bf has annoyed me and not in the mood for trying now... I don't know what to do my heads all over the place... I keep thinking when the time is right it will happen again but doesn't make waiting any easier..x