Tell me I'm not alone! Stopped BC- emotional, mood swings- HELP!

My emotions, moodswings, and sensitivity is insane! If anyone can share or give advice please let me know I'm not alone!!

Background:

I stopped BC and had a withdrawl period Jan 20-24. I am not sure if I ovulated or not since my test strip wasn't ever quite as dark as the control line.

I'm now on cycle day 34. Pretty positive I'm not pregnant as ALL tests have been completely negative. I also had cramping and leg pain like I would typically get prior to menstruating but never actually started.

I started using the clearblue digital test and it showed a spike in my estrogen levels 3 days ago for "high fertility". My basal temp in the meantime has been dropping. Today my cervix is high and I think I feel a dent in it (open?).

I have no idea what my body is doing and these emotions are going to drive me CRAZY. I actually just cried because I got home and my internet is crashed so I can't my big assignment for my first year of teaching- even though I know it's for practice.

Please help :( I am open to any info or suggestions you have! I have started trying a little yoga and ordered FSH tests so I can try to see where my cycle is (if it's even doing anything)