To much milk

Everyone telling me breast feeding gets better I don't know I'm so over this leaking my breasts are leaking even if my son doesn't nurse I don't know what to do I'm so depressed he's 2 weeks old my second one I'm sick of the milk I pump so much stil feel so damn full and they get hard he doesn't eat just cries on it or sleeps never satisfied I want to give up and dry the milk out this is why I didn't feed my first breastmilk I'm also sik of feeding every hour or two I give my son bottle to and he seems better on that anyone know what to do in my situation plus my nipples are red and sore as tried everything to