Understanding..
I just had my son on December 28, 2015.. I got pregnant in April of 2015. In July .. Of 2015 my bestfriend and her boyfriend came over to my house.. Well they also brought a guy who I had sex with in the past. ( we will call him D ) Witch I was like uhh.. Okay but next time ask. He was a cool guys so I was like sure. So we are all hanging out and they spend the night. Well around 5am .. Me and my bestfriend go in my room and I lay on my bed to sleep, and she lays on the trundal bed. I was awake by D who was behind me in my bed, grabbing my breast and playing with them.. I kindly ask him to stop.. Then he started playing with down there and I told him I was pregnant.. And he didn't care.. Then sex happened.. I was crying the whole time .. While he was choking me.. After everything was over.. I went to the bathroom and cried. My bestfriend came with and I explained what happened.. When I was leaving the bathroom D was leaving my house.. He gave me a hug and said hope your okay..
The next day after I took like 10 baths and scrubed down my body 100 times.. I told my boyfriend/baby daddy what happened.. And he made it sound like I was just normally cheating on him.. And every time it happened to come up .. He makes me feel like shit about it.. And I'm still hurt and I still cry about it..
I don't know if I was really raped or I just gave him the wrong signs.. Or what I had on made him think it was okay.. I don't know..
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