Advice?

Amber • Proud Feminist ❤️💛💚💙💜
I'm 15 years old and currently the only thing I'm worried about finishing high school, college and then medical or law school. I've always been devoted to my work, never let anything distract me. Not even friends! I have a plan, I know it's weird having my whole life planned before any of it happens. My parents are worried because I'm not at all social. But I don't blame them! I'm a sophomore in high school studying my butt off so I can make it to an Ivy League college! I don't have time to worry about what people think of me. Yes, some say I'm extremely gorgeous (I strongly disagree). I've been told and even asked out by older guys. But I've also been rejected. And it hurts like crazy. But there's this guy I like and I'm pretty afraid to ask him out because I know for sure he will say no. If he does, I'll obviously be damaged for about a year or so. But if he doesn't, I would like to see where things go. Any advice?