Yesterday I would have seen my baby and heard her heartbeat for the first time...

Megan

Instead I've had 2 ultrasounds that showed nothing in my uterus and had to have my 10th blood draw today because I am having an ectopic and hcg keeps going up instead of down despite having a shot of methotrexate.

On my way home, I just broke down crying out of nowhere and now I can't stop. I thought I had already gotten it all out but I am still so sad...especially today 😢