Confused ?!

Pardon me for the long post...I have been on birth control since I was 16. Started off with the patches and then went to the shot (with no breaks in between switching). Stopped taking the shots in late 2010, conceived my first and only child in 2011. After my daughters birth I started the shot again. Stopped again in 2013 to try for baby #2. 2014 I was told I have a cyst on my left ovary, doctors still say I can get pregnant but still no luck. My periods are somewhat normal now. Its been 2-3 years since I have been off birth control. My last period, I had one day where I didn't fill up a pad but the other 4 days were just spotting. Now its on time but spotting altogether. What is really going on? I don't feel normal, like its my period...#pleasehelp