Missing my Dad and him missing out on his Granddaughter!! 😥

I'm just all in my feelings tonight missing my Dad as he is in Heaven. All he wanted was to be a Granddaddy but Cancer took him from us three years ago in July. Now that I'm pregnant I'm missing him like crazy thinking about my baby girl won't know him and have the bond I had with my Granddaddy. Life is just not fair sometimes. So thankfully for my baby but sad at the same time. My SO father is 6 hours away so it's not gonna be the same since he doesn't live here. I want my Dad I need him. I can't talk to my mom because I don't want to make her sad. 😥😥😥