Need some positivity!

I've posted recently, but on Tuesday I started to bleed heavily, and on Thursday the hospital told me I had miscarried and could only see a large clot which would made it's way out soon. It did. And today I have had my first negative pregnancy test so it's really hit home and I miss the amazing feeling of pregnancy. I loved experiencing pregnancy symptoms even if it was often uncomfortable! Knowing I had my first child growing inside me made me unbelievably happy! I don't know how i'm supppst to feel, yesterday I was so positive and looking forward to trying again! But today I feel so emotional and upset!!