So for the past month I have been really down and questioning why it seemed so easy for some people to conceive and so impossible for me. It led me to question why God would allow a genuinely good person go through so much pain. To make a long story short I was watching a documentary about an innocent person who was convicted and served time for a crime he did not commit. He naturally begin to question God and his grandmother told him never question God. So anyway hearing that made me think about myself. I realized who am I to question God and his time or his reason? I also began to think God is a god of love and he sees my pain more than anyone else. So obviously God is not going to allow me to suffer more than what I can bear. I wish you all lots of baby dust and please stay strong. Hold on to the hope, not the guarantee.

****My response*****

I am currently getting fertility treatments. I never said I was just sitting around not doing anything about my situation.