Why am i so obsessed with popping my husbands pimples??

Lacey
I always have popped my pimples. And I'm not obsessed about my pimples I don't feel a rush or anything. But my husband has a serious problem with blackheads. And he is one of those people that just leave the whiteheads and blackheads to be there. He doesn't pop them....and idk what's wrong with me but when I look at o e of his pimples I'm fighting with myself..trying not to pop it!! He used to let me pop his pimples but now he doesn't let me cause he says it hurts...but idk why whenever I see a blackhead I have just GOT to pop it and I will not stop until I pop it. And I can't stop myself!!!! I don't know what is wrong with me!! I know its really rude but something comes over me me when I see one.I try to ignore them but once I see one...I always end up thinking about popping it when I look at him. Its not just his face...its his back too. Once I pop one I have to pop them all...and I can't stop. I need help. Idk if I have some kind of pimple popping disorder or something but this really is hard to control.