Af is messing with me

Val
Af was due 2/19 didn't show up. Took a test 2/20 and got a line so faint I could barely see(or maybe I just see it cu I want to). But took another test this and not even the faintest line. No cramps or anything like I normally have before she comes!! I wish she would just show her ugly self instead of messing with my head! Gana take another tmrw is she doesnt show!