Genetic testing results- please pray for me

MamaGoose
Hi girls.. Tomorrow I get back the genetic testing results that we have been waiting for since my CVS on feb 3rd. The chromosome analysis came back normal but we are awaiting the genetic results which will tell us if this baby has what my younger son has. A horrible genetic disorder that shortens his life, and causes many issue and a lot of pain for him. 
There is a 25% chance that he or she will have it, and a 75% chance he or she won't. The odds feel so against me for some reason... And I can't breathe. I haven't been able to breathe since I first got my BFP
Please pray for me for positive results, and for strength, should I need it. I am so scared. 💔😔