I have a relationship for more than 6 years with me fiance. And not once in or relationship he do something for me in bed. Al the time that we wanted to have a baby i realy have to make a fight that me ovulation is there and mist of the time he have it to hot, headache, he can't get his thing up. But what's is hurting me the most is that i am abused when i was younger and that abuse happend for a long time.. He nows that i had in the beginning a lot of flashbacks during the seks and we always stops having seks he gave me a blanket but now he don't even look at me. And if i get a flashback he makes harder pushes in me you now😝 and he gets his relieve a empty sack. I never get the feeling that he having seks with me for a other reason. The last time i got a indulgence off him was with me birthday and it did'nt take 5 minutes. I do everything for him with the seks he always gets the normal forplay and i always give him oral seks, he give me two times oral seks in 6 years! With these bad indulgence from him i get a big fight the next day.. I did me ovulation test and we had to make love i peak before he was furious i had to time it better and i had yesterday seks with you. To fill out the blanks off me story i have a fertility problem and i get me ovulation once in the 3 till 5 months...! I never get a massage of him or other kind off things he always shuf a finger in me and with al his hot feelings he rag with his finger and thats me forplay for 1 whole minute. When i had minner flashbacks i told him that because he always said to me i am so happy if i can cuddle of make love with you without you being scared, now when that moments arrived i was a sick nymfomaan and i was dirty and discausting! If i want to talk about this with him he gets angst that i am giving him a bad feeling and that i think only for meself that i have a seks addiction and that it is me problem that i don't get a orgasme in one minute forplay. I now deap down in me heart that he are the problem i do so many things for him in the bedroom, from sexy lingerie to stripteases, and i have so many sexy lingerie and he still cant make love with me like a other men should do. I am curious what you ladies and men's think about me sekslife?