So today's isn't my day.. listen I'm happy for when ppl get the news they are pregnant. I unfortunately get sad myself for me, bc I am not still. I have a 6 year old son who asks me when he is getting a baby sis ♡ my heart breaks everytime. So my in laws got told my sis in law is pregnant an not to tell anyone well he told the family. Here I am trying to keep my cool. Everyone asks me all the time I'm surprised your not pregnant yet. I've been with my bf for 2 years an some change. I've had irregular cycles for years. So I'm on a birth control right now for it will be 1 year in June. I want a child so bad but don't want to get off the pills till I know for sure I'll have a period on my own. I'm a mess once someone mentions pregnancy my whole mood changes. I try to think positive an say hey you have a career ahead of you with music, modeling and etc. If you have a child how are you going to do this? I stress my own self out. I don't have any girl friends so I came here to get some advice. I can't talk to my guy friends bc thats uhh yeah kinda wierd. My bf well let's just say I don't want to make his ears bleed with my pregnancy emotional issues. Am I alone on this? Am I crazy for feeling this way? I just want to cry.