So I'm 14. I masturbate to lesbian porn but I'm straight. I've hard core made out with a girl and that turned her lesbian but not me. help. Another thing is I find the penis unappealing. I don't get turned on by it. I don't like touching it. I've been forced to when I was very young so that might be why. I've just always felt this way. I like dating. I've been with my boyfriend almost three months. I might be asexual. I just don't like sex in general. I love werid things like having my neck biten and kissed, and being pinned. Nothing that involves sex. Condoms scare me, the whole thing scares me. Help?