Please help

Ladies I'm going through such hard times right now. My boyfriend and I are going through a break up and we have lived together for many years. He turned off his phone so I don't call him and won't respond to my texts . He is coming home and I'm seriously losing my mind . I can't stop hysterically crying . I'm supposed to be moving out tomorrow . All of my stuff is packed and he doesn't even care. I don't want to leave. I love him so much . I don't know how to deal with this. Please help me.