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Well, here I go again.

Jolene • Mon, Feb 22 • Mommy of a wonderful (most of the Times) 4 year old. TTC number 2

I was 5 days late go AF today. Got up in the middle of the night to pee and there was light bleeding. 😓

My poor fiancé sat up with me for the last 30 minutes while I sobbed and apologized over and over. I'm so tired of this cycle. Like I'm just over checking my CM and tracking my cycles and stressing about every little thing.

Is it my diet? Is there something wrong with my baby parts? Is there something wrong with his baby parts?

But I know if I stop tracking and I stop checking and I give up " trying" to just relax and let it happen naturally, I won't last a month. I just want it to stop. I really do.

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