STMs, are you more nervous this time around?

Crystal
Maybe it is just me, but when pregnant with my first I was not anxious at all and super chill about the impeding labor process. Never having been through it before, there was nothing to worry about or really compare to. It was all unknown.
This time around I am feeling so anxious! I'm totally anxious more about when labor will start, will it be early, will it be worse than last time, will I have the same intense back labor, etc.