Jealous of my spouse

I'm 23, married & my boo and I live with my inlaws for the time being. I was adopted by my aunt (dad's sister) at age 2 and she just wasn't the best person. She didn't show me much motherly love and if she did it was all fake or for show cause other people were around. Thing is I'm so jealous of the way my inlaws love my husband. It is obvious they should love him deeply cause he's their family but I seriously get angry and jealous that I sit alone in a separate room cause I feel like they need to love me like that too. What's wrong with me? It's affecting me big time. Please don't give rude comments 😱☺️