Nervous

Kelsey
I went to my 6 week checkup I had a emergency section. Dr said I am good to get pregnant again I want too but then again I'm scared because I had my baby at 23 weeks 6days and she passed 8 hours after she was born due to her lungs collapsed my water broke at 17 weeks so she didn't have enough fluid around her and what she did have wasn't by her mouth and I'm scared it will happen again and I feel like I would feel guilty if I got pregnant again. So lost but he did say to wait until I get my first period. Anybody else been through this?