Growing to hate..!

So me and my husband have been together for 3 years and married for about 6 months. We have a little boy together that is 3 months. I used to worship the ground he walked on and loved him so very much reguardless of him being unfaithful (no bashing please) over the years I have caught him talking to and sending nudes to others. We would fight and then I would forgive him time and time again. Lately I am growing to hate him more and more. When he touches me intimately I feel nothing but emptiness. I long to be happy and I want it to be with him but I know he is lying because I catch him up in simple things like lying about porn( I don't mind that but don't lie to me) if he will lie about the small things he will lie about anything. On top of that he changed his email password. I just don't know what to do. I love him but my love is fading fast.