Beyond frustrated today

Megan
I don't know what's going on with me. I'm so angry at everything which is totally out of character for me. I'm due for AF in the next 3-6 days. I have a shit ton of creamy CM discharge and it's annoying me. I tested early and got a BFN, I only saw an evap line (about 3-4 minutes after testing). I'm so anxious about TTC, maybe I'm stressing myself into not being able to get pregnant. I have so much to bitch about today, and I just want to cry. Someone tell me I'm not crazy?!?!
*On cycle 4 of Clomid. Rounds 1-3 on 50mg, round 4 at 100mg