Mc ruining me..

Hi guys so i had a misscarraige in august me, my OHs best friends wife & my OHs nephew found out we were expecting at the same time. I had a misscarriage not long after we found out.. & it absolutly destroyed me. My friends are looking fit to burst and im sat here still destroyed. I sound so selfish but my hearts hurting so bad. The other day one of the girls who are pregnant said to me " you should be sat at home with your bump with you feet up"

Oh how hard it was not to cry infront of everybody 😢