Its been 2 weeks since I lost my best friend, my dad I miss him so much its like talking to someone about anything and everything and now he's just gone... I feel alone like no one knows me like he knew me I talked to him about everything. I'm so sad and so upset.. Its so hard losing someone. I tried not to think about it every time I do I think of something else. I don't want to feel it:( I'll be getting his ashes soon and I have him n a necklace and an urn... Like a necklace like he's an object now and not a person. I can't take this pain😔