Body Image

I've always been insecure about my weight and I feel like this is kind of a safe place for women to express themselves. So, I've been struggling with my body image for as long as I can remember and I always worry that I'm too big. I always think "this will be better when I weigh 'x' amount". I feel like I can't look at pictures of myself because I just criticize them and it prevents me from doing things like going to parties and football games and stuff. My boyfriend always tells me I'm perfect how I am but I want your opinions. I'm 5'11" and 200lbs and wear a size 14.