Prayers Please!!!! **TMI**

My first appointment is tomorrow. Since I found out i was pregnant, I've had light spotting on and off every few days. Tonight i just went #2 and i was kinda constipated so I pushed. When i wiped my vagina after #1 I was spotting again. I wiped again and got a tiny clot with blood. Wiped again and the blood was lighter almost pink and no clot. I'm really scared now because I kept telling myself that everything will be ok as long as there are no clots. I really dont want to lose my baby before I even know it was real. Any advice and prayers are welcome. πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ˜’πŸ˜’πŸ˜’