Not sure what to feel

Erica
I had a surprise pregnancy! Very excited but very surprised! I had a miscarriage and was heartbroken, it was my third miscarriage in a row since I've had my little girl in 2010. After this miscarriage they were going to start doing tests to find out why I've been having miscarriages, waiting for my period to come so I could make an appointment to meet with the doctor and start off with my first test, I was realizing it was taking a while for my period, so I figured I just skipped it due to my miscarriage, but a month later started getting really sick. Come to find out I'm 2 months pregnant, I got pregnant 5 days after my miscarriage! Right away they started me on progesterone shots and 4 different meds to help my body keep the baby. My fiancé were able to see the baby on Thursday and it brought smiles to our face! Yesterday I went in for another progesterone shot and the nurse informed me they seen some blood in my uterus and she wanted to know how I've been feeling. She told me I needed to rest and take it easy until I'm at least 3 months pregnant. I can feel myself going into a depression! I can't imagine losing another baby so fast after another, it sucks. I wanted somewhere to vent so hopefully this will help me.