Positive words please!

Simone • Sacred Woman | Mother Goddess |
So my hubby and I have been TTC for 4 years. No meds or treatments. This Jan we got pregnant and lost our first baby within the week of finding out. It's broken me down and took my tube as well. I'm hopeful because now I know I can get pregnant but super scared that I'll be trying for 4 more years. Hell one year would drive me crazy at this point. Idk how to feel or what to think. I've been "humping" like crazy but I don't want be miserable if my period comes this month. Hold me up please ladies. I'm so hurt!