When I say first real connection, I mean like soul binding connection. Like having conversations just by eye contact and not even having to open your mouth kind of connection. Someone that knows every single thought in every moment and someone that can keep up with my every move mentally. I am wondering what sex would be like. I met this guy and we've done other things except sex and I literally do not have to be touched or stimulated I feel as if I orgasm without getting touched but just by getting him off. I am so relaxed and sleepy after I make him cum. We both think that sex would be ultimately amazing. Has anyone had sex with someone they were really connected to? I haven't been able to have sex with anyone and stare them in the eyes but with this guy he forces me to put down my guard and I allow him to look me in the eye and be so vulnerable in front of him. It's like he's a part of me. It's hard to explain. With him I'm not scared to be myself because he accepts every single part of me.