With my newest partner he thinks I want a woman more then a man and more then him and that I would be happier with a woman. He tells me I'm worse then a man cuz of the way i stare at women and I'm always talking about them and that he thinks I'm more attractive to women then men and him of course, He is super jealous and insecure but he is also right, I love women. Like he makes me happy and I love him but I want to have sex just sex nothing else with a woman cuz I haven't in long time, it's been like two years and i even want to have a 3 sum with my partner and someone cuz I want to just feel a womans touch and just be intimate with her, I've never been in a relationship with just a woman I've always been with men and got a woman on the side cuz my ex let me. But my SO he wants to see me with a woman, and says I can and he will watch... Witch is fine too. But I'm okay with him having fun to with me.

But I also ask him if he would rather cheat or bring someone into the bedroom.. It was just would you rather question and he told me he rather bring her into the bedroom. So I told him I would do the same but said what if I wanted a guy instead of a girl and he got so upset and told me if I wanted either I could pack my shit and leave. Like when we're talking about having a 3 sum and him being apart of it to their isn't a problem but if I wanted anther man their is an issue. I don't want anyone else I just want him.

He says it's cheating if I do it with a girl or guy behind his back and i do agree with that and I'm not going to cheat but he says that he will watch if it is with a girl, but men are different cuz they have a dick witch they are, but to me anther person is another person. And he thinks it's okay for him to do whatever if I allow it cuz I like girls. And I don't like sharing my men but if they want to cheat I rather them tell me and then we have 3 sum BC sometimes men want something different and I think it's okay. So I'm open to it. But if it is other way around and I want a man it's not okay for me but it's okay for him if he wants another girl cuz I'm okay with it.

Its causing issues with me and him that I like girls and I don't want to lose him over a woman, cuz I love him to death and he's best thing that has happened me in forever he's so good to me. But he's also jealous and controlling sometimes to. But I put up with it cuz I love him.. And it's not that bad.

I don't understand and I'm frustrated. I don't even want another man at all I just ask a freaking (if I did) question... Cuz I pretty much only want a woman and not even a relationship I don't think I do, but i just want sex with a woman. But I think even if he wants sex with another woman it's as bad as me wanting sec with anther man. But he sees two women together differently. Help me understand please.