My brother (26) is/was addicted to heroin, alcohol and weed. He would take anything and everything he could get. I'm 23, mother of 2 don't touch anything not even alcohol. I moved quite far from my family home, and lost touch with my brother (after a massive arguement) he spoke to one of my friends and said he loved and missed me and my son (doesn't know my daughter) and said he was sorry. He's going to rehab and if it doesn't work he's so sorry. My friend never asked him for his number and didn't give him mine. I just want My brother. No I NEED my brother. He's been basically a dad to me the majority of my life. Recently I lost my twins and all I want to do is tell him, I need comfort and I know no matter what he would hug me and tell me it'll be ok. I'm ok about the loss but I really need him. He has no family except my mum who is horrible. All his friends are addicts of some description but that's not good for a recovering addict? Right?

Sorry for the long post, I really am. Please delete if it's not allowed.

Each and every one on here, you all are amazing! And even if you feel alone, I'm sure Atleast one person is thinking about you. Like I am my brother, he doesn't know it and he thinks I hate him :(