Hello everyone!

Tara • Mama bear to an angel, 4/5/17, born after 34 amazing weeks and a son born 11/15/18.
Hello all! This is my first post with you guys and I have to say all of the support I see here is overwhelming! So, I'm 10DPO today, and I really want to test... I tested on 8DPO like a crazy and of course it was a BFN... I have this dream in my head that my husband will come home from his 24 hour shift (he's a firefighter) to see balloons and a test!! But, I can't bring myself to see another negative. 😓 idk what to do? Wait it out, or go buy tests?? Thank you guys!