Not sure if I have connected yet...
Well ladies today was a whirlwind. I thought I had line eyes but you beautiful ladies rallied and showed me I didn't.
As I lay here wide awake even though I'm exhausted I wonder if this is truly real and self preservation kicks in and tells me it isn't.
My fear is that in the AM I will wake to a test that isn't even a vvvfl but a BFN and the thought of that heartache makes me want this day to never end. The day I have hope enter my heart again and a vvvf positive.
I was just browsing the Nov'16 page and I couldn't bring myself to actually open any of the posts as I felt like I didn't truly belong there not yet anyways.
Just sharing a few of my thoughts as I'm torn about falling asleep or making this day of hope last a little longer.
Regardless of how tomorrow goes I just want to say thank you. The support of this group is phenomenal and empowering.
Good night and sticky healthy baby dust to everyone
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